I don't believe in marriage. I believe that it's a waste of time. You don't need a man to be sucessful in life. You can be single and not have to deal with the relationship drama. My parent's marriage is falling apart. It's very apparent that my father criticizes my mother for everything. He hates me mother. And they argue daily. They argue almost everyday. I can't stand them fighting.

I've been sober and rug-free for two months now. It wasn't until this May I found out that those pills causes me to experience ADHD-like symptoms. I'll lose my memory every day. I feel happy and free. I did so many things that I could never have done without drugs. I remembered that I left the house when I was on drugs. It was awesome. I definitely don't want to stay at home all summer. And I need to lose my virginity. Taking the pills will help me lose it. I guess I needed a little help. So I've decided to take them once again. I decided to take the pills for two weeks to develop an addiction.  

I've got to delete unnecessary websites in my "Favorites" folder. Clean my room. Recycle my old cans and bottles. Steal clothes at Wal-Mart (they raised the flip flop prices from $ 2 to $6! Target has better flip flops). Stop having a Yahoo! Answers addiction. Log on into my old accounts.

I can't make a list on this website.

• Sunday, June 28, 2009 •